I noticed on my sister in law's blog that it has been 5 months since I last blogged. My life has changed considerably in that 5 months and honestly I've had a ton to blog about because of all the changes in my life, but then I haven't really had the time or desire. Maybe another day. For today I'm just stressed. Owning a business, being a mom to 3 kids, being a wife to a very abitious and also lately a homesick and very bored man, being in the primary presidency at church, being a landlord and owning a lot of debt is all just weighing down on me lately. Sometimes I mistakenly believe I am more capable than I am.
The last time that thought crossed my mind I decided that before my mom put in her new carpeting in a couple weeks I would paint most of the rooms (VERY TALL rooms I might add) in her house. After about an hour and a half and one coat of paint on the ceiling only, I decided that I was crazy, and the next time my alter ego Super Woman decided to show up she was going to be kicked to the curb. Amazingly with the help of my mom and sister (who must have their own alter ego super women as well) we completed the very large and physically draining job before the new carpeting arrived. It was very nice! Apparently the million+ times I told myself while completing that job, that I was NOT repeat NOT super woman, didn't sink in. A few months later I was off on Vacation and met my soon to be husband. I'm pretty sure my shoulders are more sore now than they were after I finished that paint job.
hmm...
We have plans to leave on vacation this weekend to Kentucky to visit family.
hmm...
